sometimes..faith is just enough.
sometimes faith is all we have.
but all the time faith lets us believe
in the impossible,
the improbable
and then faith makes it all come true.

I miss this kid.
sir william hill
he's pretty cool i guess.
I mean if i miss him...he must be cool.
way to be an awesome missionary willo :)

I Can't Wait by Runner Runner

I love this song. to death. It gives me the warm fuzzies..hard core :)

nostalgia

you know, i thought that by now id have caught up my blog on this past year

...but as you can tell that hasn't happened yet..

you know what has happened though?

my dearest kindred friend is now a Mrs. 

and roaming the streets of New York with her forever love. 

and i have a puppy named Mika 

who is the sweetest funniest pain in the bum you could get. 

i adore her.

and the 4 best friends have now become the 5 best friends Mrs Tiana is just sensational

and i applied to go do international service in Africa..i hope it will work out.

then there is this sweet gentleman who is back in Utah..which is wonderful

I'm going to school at UVU and loving it (although i still have trouble with homework)

I wish i could just put every memory on this blog in an instant but then again 

that would take away the reminiscing  aspect of writing down a memory..which i love

so eventually pictures will come and i will capture my memories here on this little blog of mine.

I'm super sick. but getting better.. :)

stupid dang flabberghastly awful stomach flu. 

but now that im somewhat functional..

blogging seemed like a good idea.

we'll see how well this goes over 

hehe..

lovely && such

rabbit hunting.. :) so fun

Halloween party

bowling

walking around down town Rexburg..its quaint 

going to the caves

sunday football parties 

snowmobiling

clean checks! 

my roommates

the park i was in looove with

rollerblading

yoga

the gardens

country dancing

the skate park.

running through sprinklers when it was 50 degrees out!

crazy fun and meeting some of the best people ...ever!

I loved first semester. 

catching up on my blogging...oh snapple berry and apples. part one :)

Its 9:57 and I have my History homework due In 2 hours and 2 minutes.

But...I had this itching to blog, and its been so long...so I simply couldn't resist.

I miss writing my thoughts, I miss capturing my thoughts by typing them into a new post.

Needles to say I really couldn't resist..and homework will just have to wait. 

yay to being a procrastinator ;)

This past year has been the craziest most trying and eventful year I think of my life. 

It has for sure been the most hard and difficult yet the most sweet and tender and rewarding year. 

Today makes exactly one year since I drove up to BYU-I to start my first year of college. 

I never really blogged about it. I looked like this:

Not my most attractive photo..but it perfectly describes how leaving for my first semester felt.

I'm wearing my dear friend Williams jacket because I missed him already.

He and I have have a pretty wonderful friendship and have been dear friends for quite a while 

and I  wasn't to sure what I would do with out him a minute away.

The car is packed to the brim with the things I swore I needed.

 Including: DI plates, pans, silverware ect.

roller blades

ALL my clothes

 the random knick knacks I couldn't leave behind

 and of course my rabbie. yes, I took my rabbie with me 

My stuffed rabbit I've had since I can remember. 

I remember getting to my apartment and being very unsure.

I didn't feel i was quite ready for school. and I still don't think I was. 

But I am so glad I went when I did. 

I ended up having the most amazing roommates and we were like a family.

We were all so close and I love those girls to death.

Anna, Masey, Bryndi, Chelsea and Cassi

We had fun.. :) yes that is whip cream.

having awesome roommates helped a lot my first semester. I would have had a lot
harder of a time than i did if i didn't have these awesome girls as my roommates.
There was also Mr. David, who I started dating in October.. Who helped me more than anyone else.

First semester i grew..a lot and learned a ton. I met wonderful people. and had a wonderful time..even when it was hard..it was worth it.

this was on my friends status i love it. so i thought i'd share it


“What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now.”

I let myself fall in love..Alot

No hesitation. I free fall. 

And every time, every time..

Its complete magic a little taste of heaven

Its a pure and true love

I never let the fear of a broken heart detour me from being in love.

Being in love, 

the feeling of falling in love,

 is worth every potential hurt that love sometimes brings.

The memory of love, of loving someone never fades.

But heart break does. 

I believe with everything i am that it truly is better to love and to loose

then to never love at all.