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The guy next to me smells of dirty body oder and bad breath...like really bad. He's five feet away to... Bath soap and a tooth brush for Christmas? Yes Santa please!

Hello again

It has been an incredibly long time since I last posted. I guess life just swept me away for a while, and to be truthful, I miss my blogging self. I love being able to record everything. So here's to my new goal of blogging a lot more than every ten months.

I was looking at my last post and I just realized that I posted that before Paul had even proposed to me. I guess I already knew he was my forever love. Now I really know he is my forever love! He's my soul mate.

I'm a year and some into marriage and it has been quite the ride. I don't understand how I was ever not married to this guy! We have so much fun together and he is my best friend in the whole wide world. We have a perfect life right now with our two dog childs. Oh! I got two dog childs by the way, Norman and Cheyenne. They are simply hilarious and so wonderful. I cherish them. We are also moving...for the third time since we've been married!! Sheesh... Hopefully this one will be a little more final. It's hard to find a good place for our little family. Apparently not everyone loves our dog childs....everyone is entitled to their opinion I guess, even if its a bad one.

 I am in the middle of finals right now and I am proud to say I totally have bitch slapped school. Holla! As in 4.0 two semesters in a row! Who woulda thunk!

Life is good. I am happy.

P.S. Tis the season for peppermint mocha Stuff. Yummy! A wise best friends once said to me, the most depressing sound in the world is the sound of an about to be empty cup of joe. Tis true friend, tis true.


Much love,

Cola Forever


(P.S.S. Don't forget to smile, life is a beautiful wonderful gift that we are lucky to have.)

Why I Love My Future Husband

Plus a billion other reasons... :) 

basically we were made for each other.

Ode to the camera. 

Don't you think this camera is pretty shnazzy?

I've decided i need to be more picturesk..(yes i did just make up that word)

The meaning, in case you were wondering..is this:

"pik-CHər-esk"  

1: The understood fact that one needs to document more life 

    events through the usage of his or her photo taking device

  ...because so far he or she has sucked at taking pictures 

  even though he or she really wants to..

2: A Picturesk individual wants to overcome the epic fail ..of not taking pictures.

Anyway..I also need to make time to blog more..and i need to sort through the millions of pictures i have..and i need to print pictures out..and i need to write about many things that have happened...and i need to get pictures from tiana...and i need to take more pictures...i need to do a lot..

Well! that's all for tonight! Manana :) 

The Ingenious sock bun!

So a girl at work had the most perfect gorgeous bun on her cute little head.

I said to her, "Christa! I love your bun! how'd you get it so perfect??"

She replies.."I have a sock in my hair."  (ya my jaw dropped..i was a non believer..till now :)

So here is my sock bun. Not even kidding this was my first attempt and it turned out gorgeous!

So for those of you who like the sock bun, click here! Enjoy girlies!

Also there is a way to curl your hair with the sock bun! and it gives you gorgeous curls.
(click here, to see how to get lovely Hollywood curls.)

Being Real

Let's talk about being real for a second. Let's talk about being who we truly are all the time, Let's talk about being ourselves for ourselves, and not being someone else for someone else. My name is Nicole Laree Roberts. My name is Cola. My name is Colie. My name is Cole. I am 19 years old. I don't really like school..well the required portions. I wish that i could only take classes that I want, that benefit what I want to do with my life. I am quiet a lot of the time, but when you get to know me I will talk your ear off. I'm shy, I won't usually be the one to come up and start a conversation. I can be content being by myself and enjoying me. I need my friends though, they mean the world to me..and my family. I'm not perfect. I don't always follow the rules, i don't always meet expectations, and sometimes I even screw up..sounds human right? what we all are? Sometimes i don't manage my money very well, other times i can just save and save and budget like crazy. I love my Hamburgers and fries. End of story. I don't try to live for anyone else, I live for myself and for my God who knows me perfectly. I'm known to not follow advice sometimes and try things out my own way. I am addicted to music, but i also love the sound of silence..I love meditation and going to musical performances. I hate not having a lover, I love to be loved. I love to love. I love to have someone there..and saying goodbye to people is the hardest thing for me..ever. I've been depressed before, I've gone through abuse and I am currently going to therapy. Call me crazy or call me sane. I live for joy, the true and ever lasting kind. Religion gives me a sense of progression and purpose and a feeling of peace and joy that I can't seem to find anywhere else. I've had  times where I threw religion away only to find myself searching for it again. I believe in love. A God like love that doesn't exclude anyone. Even if they are not like me. Even if they are gay. or Lesbian or look different. or have no religion. or have a different religion. Even if they have a mo hawk 5 feet tall and and piercings everywhere.. Even if our standards or beliefs are different. if we come from different walks of life. I believe in the kind of love that has no boundaries or limitations. I like caramel macchiato's  and peppermint mochas. I like dancing. And listening to rap music. I also like classical music, and indie, and pop and rock. I love clothes, sometimes i spend to much on them. I didn't think i was beautiful without makeup until I had perfect skin. So i went to a dermatologist. I thought i was flabby in my bum, so i bought a gym pass. I haven't always loved myself. Now i think that my life, my existence, was the greatest gift that God has ever given me. I love my life and myself, I'm not sure what i'll end up doing or where i'll end up going. But i'm going. And life is moving on. Sometimes I cry, sometimes i don't like to admit I'm wrong. I've hurt people before..only to find I hurt to..and then I quickly try to seek forgiveness and right the wrong. I've been hurt by those closest to me. I find myself singing all the time..even in the shower. I've tried to fit my life to other peoples lives before..only to find that it wasn't who i was. I have no labels i have no category to fit into. I broke the boundaries and i live outside of labels and category's. I love my little sisters more than life itself. We are the best of friends. I admire my brother David who is so..good! and My brother Ryan who is so talented. I have either loved or learned from every single experience in my life and not one was wasteful. I think men who play guitars are sexy. I've always had a wish that i could just know every person in the world.. I want to see the world. I'm spontaneous. And i rarely follow plans. I can't keep a surprise a secret for more than a day. I like yoga and I like exercising. I want to get married. I don't want to wait either. Where are you Future husband? I want kids, and i want them to know I''m not perfect and that i try my best and i love them with everything that i am. Here i am guys, Here is the not perfect wonderful me, Here is my beautiful description of me..I want you to make a not perfect beautiful description of you.

Where is the joy in following the mold.

Where is the beauty in being someone else. 

Why try to embrace someone you aren't rather then embrace who you are. 

Let's all try this thing where we are real with ourselves and others. 

Let's live for ourselves and for no one else. and not let what people think dictate our lives. 

Let's. All. Be. Real. 

Real Meaning of Christmas

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I posted this video last Christmas, And I'm going to post this video every Christmas season just as a reminder of what Christmas is really about. We have the gifts and Christmas trees, decorations, lights, Santa and his little elves..Sometimes we get caught of in the gifts and other aspects of Christmas..and we forget the greatest gift of all, the birth of Jesus into the world and his sacrifices and undying ultimate love for us no matter who we are, what we've done where we come from or what we look like. If we can love others and ourselves like Jesus loves us, I think the world would always have that Christmas cheer lovely feeling always .. think about it :)

Christmas Cheer. Happy Holidays. Love On Earth Good Will to Men.

I just love Christmas! I love the loving spirit cheer bug that everyone catches this time of year. I love The happy smiling rosy cheeks of people, warm tea and hot chocolate. I love Christmas trees and Christmas lights I love the giving trees and the other charity programs that just explode to help others who don't have enough to enjoy this beautiful season's holiday. I love the clothes, cute layers and scarfs and mittens and boots. Maybe the cold isn't so bad, and i don't mind it so much anymore..Because its all part of this season that has captured my heart.