Senior Pictures :)

Thanks Sar bear :)

More to come. 

I GRADUATED!!!

my day went like this.
roll out of bed.
Sarah and i go to the graduation practice.
William dear and i go to Ross after
then to subway.
i go home and shower
and pretty myself up.
I leave for graduation.
Traffic..running people and cop cars on the road...what??
I stood for ever waiting for the thing to start.
i was parched..no drinking fountains anywhere. crap.
Time to walk in sooo..walk walk walk AAAANNND sit!
listen to a billion people talk, I'm on the verge of falling asleep.
I see my daddy, sisters, and.....my grandpa!!! walk in :)
i smile big and almost cry out of happiness..don't ask.
Then the orchestra plays.
more speeches...puke.
Then the choir sings.
I almost started crying while i sang come thou fount and go ye now in peace.
those two songs touch my soul. Then more talking...then finally!!!!!
we line up to get out diplomas. one by one we go. i go. i feel great!
pictures with my very dearest friend Sarah Crowley.
hug William and many others like Lya and Chelsea. :)
meet up with my family and my Daddy got me roses. He's so sweet
I love him much. My momma was there she is so sweet i lover her so much.
my grandpa was there..yeessss :)
little sisters? yep.
big brother..nope. he had work :( lame.
then...go home, I get a card from Marianne and some heavenly looking chocolate fudge.
What a sweet heart. My grandma gave me a card to :)
and? then Tucanos....2 and a 1/2 hours of straight eating.
As in i went in weighing 98 pounds and came out weighing 104.5 that's 6.5 pounds in foodage..crap. haha
now I'm blogging a bit before my grad party, which shall start and ten and go till two thirty.
Bring it on baby.

P.S. pictures are to come :)

Dear Paul,

So this is nothing new.
I say this a lot.
I miss you.
I love you.
The end,
Love me.

I love..

I love my family

my mommy 

my daddy

my littler sisters

my big brothers

my aunts and uncles

my grandparents

my cousins.

i love you all so much.

never forget.

I love my friends.

sarah crowley

kenna echols

ashlee cuillard

chelsea lawson

lya santamaria

will hill

i love you all so much

never forget.

I love my boy friend and his family

my paul william cutchins. 

His mommy and daddy

his sister and brothers

all of them. 

i love you all so much

never forget.

I love my ward family

brother santiago

sister santiago

my young womens leaders

sister patterson

my bishop

i love you all so much

never forget.

Then the people who came into my life for a short time and touched my heart.

brother wilcox

sister kunz

candance

korine

dennis

daniel

mony

i love you all so much

never forget

My St. Louis people

i miss you all.

durrell 

sister noble

brother olsen

joe

lt

aaron

andrew

tyler

jordan

jordan

randi

molly

i love you all so much

never forget

even some who hurt me..

I want everyone to know i love these people so much.

always will. that will never change. not even ever

doesn't matter if i'm alive or dead. i'll love you.

and i could never forget. My Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ, the Holy Ghost and the Prophets.

GRRR!!!

I HATE ESSAYS!

THE END!

Accomplishment :)

ok! so I'm in a weight training class. Today we re-did our 1rm's. 

I AM SO PROUD OF ME!

Yes!!!!

 

Bench: estimated 1rm: 122lbs.

Overhead estimated 1rm: 73lbs.

Tricep extension estimated 1rm: 73lbs.

Barbell Curls estimated 1rm: ..I dont remember.

(but i did 8 reps of 40lbs.)

Dead lift estimated 1rm: crap..i forgot.

(but i did 9 reps of 100lbs)

I forgot the rest of the 1rm's..but here's what i remember.

Bent over row: 10 reps of 65lbs.

Leg press: 10 reps of 540lbs.

Ok so it's not all terribly impressive.

but keep in mind i'm tiny!

5'0 nothin' and only 98lbs.

I am proud :)

Serenity:
1. noun- A disposition free from stress or emotion.

 2. The absence of mental stress or anxiety.

...Serenity. What all should strive to obtain. 

...Serenity. Freeing your mind from worry and fear.

...Serenity. The calm after the storm.

Serenity

Serenity

Serenity

Serenity

Serenity

Absence of fear......Absence of stress......Absence.

~PEACE~

~CALM~

~ATARAXIA~

~QUIETUDE~

~STILLNESS~

freedom.

SERENITY