Tuesday, December 28, 2010

"i miss you.."

"If you ever loved somebody put your hands up"
"If you ever loved somebody put your hands up"

Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything 

very hard actually
but right.
i don't know exactly.
it's done.
but right.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Merry Christmas!

It's Christmas Eve
And It feels so lovely.
"Love is all around"
My family well,
they are just gems.
I love them. 

I love this Christmas
very much so.

Saturday, December 18, 2010


Hello 84604!!!!!
I am home fro the holidays
so unbelievably happy.
really i can't even contain it.

The bus ride was unbearably exciting..not
but hey it got me home.
a nice African man drove me home
and helped me carry my luggage
and helped me put it into my Daddy's truck.
i get attacked my miss natters 
and play with her for a couple hours
video games whip cream and just talking
Then my mama came home and i tackled her onto her bed
in the biggest hug i think she's ever gotten
Then miss Sarah who was supposed to be in Idaho came and surprised me.
"what the heck??"
biggest best friend hug imaginable.
We talked and cried 
and just loved being in each others company
Ryan and Lu got very big hugs as well.
My home is just like Christmas
and i love it
Hannah and i caught up on life
and well
to be honest

so smile.

P.S. i almost cried when i saw my Utah mountains.
thank you Matisyahu, Bob Marley, Bob McFerrin for getting me through such a boring bus ride home.
Except when i got to talk to Cassi..that was Grand

Friday, December 17, 2010

Real Meaning of Christmas

I hope, this Christmas season we don't forget the meaning of Christmas.
I hope we all keep the spirit of love, hope, peace , and giving alive.
I hope we all remember the birth of our savior Jesus Christ.
All he did for us, and in remembrance we give of ourselves to others.

Merry Christmas everyone, lets light up the world.

Monday, December 13, 2010

med·i·tate  (md-tt)
v. med·i·tat·edmed·i·tat·ingmed·i·tates
1. To reflect on; contemplate.
2. To plan in the mind; intend
a. Buddhism & Hinduism To train, calm, or empty the mind, often by achieving an altered state, as by focusing on a single object.
b. To engage in devotional contemplation, especially prayer.
2. To think or reflect, especially in a calm and deliberate manner

clears the mind
and soul.
it brings peace.

Elder F Enzio Busche of The Church of Jesus Christ

She apologized.
My perspective on her, has changed so much.
And I feel lucky that I know her.
 It's amazing what an apology can do.
And how it can change things.

My Prayer

"Faith is not faith..until it's all you're holding onto."

"God grant me the  serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the  courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to 
know the difference."
"Faith is a knowledge within the heart, beyond the reach of proof."

"Faith is deliberate confidence in the character of God whose ways you may not understand at the time."

Be faithful in the small things for it is within them that your strength lies."

"Faith is taking that first step even when you cannot see the whole staircase."

I have this prayer in my heart.
And i say it every day.
I pray that my faith will not fail me.
That when i jump, When i cannot see what lies below,
My faith, my prayers, my God.
will catch me.
I pray for strength.
that when God asks something of me.
I will be able to do it.
I pray for joy.
Because it is the most
precious feeling that can be felt.
I pray for those I love.
And for those who do not have faith.
I pray that all may feel love.
Because love powers
all that is good.
I pray that those around me,
may see who I am trying to become.
I pray that i will never give up.
I have a prayer in my heart.
And i pray that my prayer
will inspire and help
those around me.

I am also thankful.
For the past i have learned from
This day i can take
and the future i can write.

I am blessed.
And I am thankful.
I am loved.

What more could i ask.  

Monday, December 6, 2010

Finding the rainbow after the storm.
is a glorious feeling

This is Mr. David.
He is very sweet.
He's helped me a lot.
And I'm thankful for him.
for all he's done.

= )
Self-acceptance comes from meeting life's challenges vigorously. Don't numb yourself to your trials and difficulties, nor build mental walls to exclude pain from your life. You will find peace not by trying to escape your problems, but by confronting them courageously. You will find peace not in denial, but in victory.” - J. Donald Walters

i have a lot to be grateful for. And i am so so grateful. 

Mr. David shared this quote with me and i didn't look at it very close till now.
I can learn a lot from this quote.
Words are such a powerful thing.
I want my words to be able to change things.
and they will.

From my experiences, i will learn and grow.
And i will share what i have learned.
And with my words, my story
and my life will leave a mark 
in some way or another.
it will.

hello again,

its me

its been a very very long time since we've talked.
oh how i missed you.
and oh how so much has happened.

i think its time you and i caught up.
and i fill your pages again with me.

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